不 X!

既然擦肩而过的招呼也不要理，那从此，我


不要，


不想，


更不会


再把你当成是朋友！



爽了吗？再见！

there i just told myself to say goodbye but...i cry again...

走在熙来攘往的街头
你不再牵着我的手
小心翼翼的将你小指勾
泪也小心翼翼的流

有些事情你在瞒着我
你终于还是开了口
淡淡一句 还是朋友
泪也如刀割

知道分手后你不难过
你比从前快乐
那祝福的话叫我如何能够说的出口
那过往的欢乐是否褪色想...


after that, i cry again ....
原谅我！是我的错！是我多情！是我执著！明知道你不再爱我还放不下你....
难道真的没有商量的余地吗？

no more counting le...

time to say good bye to you !

Wei Chien, thank you for the past that you gave. I'll always keep them in my mind.

Though pain is hurt but it will fade someday and sweet memories will always stay.

thank you for everything include your hug, kiss and your love.

As you said, friendships are long lasting right?
Do take good care of yourself when i am not around you!!

Bye my past. Bye my love. Bye my lao po Wei Chien.

It's not over

My tears run down like razorblades and no, I'm not the one to blame:
it's you or is it me?
And all the words we never say come out and now we are all ashamed.
And there is no sense
In playing games, when you done all you can do.

But now it's over, it's over. Why is it over? We had the chance to make it.
Now it's over,
It's over. It can't be over. I wish that I could take it back, but it's over.

I lose myself in all these fights; I lose my sense of wrong and right.
I cry, I cry. I'm
Shaking from the pain that's in my head. I just want to crawl into my
bed and throw away
The life that I led. But I won't let it die. But I won't let it die.

But it's over, it's over. Why is it over? We had the chance to make it.
Now it's over,
It's over. It can't be over. I wish that I could take it back.

I'm falling apart, I'm falling apart. Don't say this wont last forever.
You're breaking
My, you're breaking my heart. Don't tell that we will never be together.
We could be over and over.....




Please!! do believe that it's never end of us !

2nd days of losing you

20-9-2009

after being sorrowful for 2days, my sadness starts to fade away! thx for my frenz!

today should be the day that we're celebrating my half year relation but we break up 2days before that, the preparation that i prepared is now no longer useful.

Let our relation as Area, is a contant.
P=F/A , then when F increase then P also increase.
if we force each other to stay as a couple, the pressure exerted between us will be greater causing us to be hard and tough. Perhaps I have to let you go.


心太软：
不是你的就别再勉强......


no matter what happen, i'll wait for your return.
i'll be right here waiting for you.

失去你的日子：1st day

19-9-2009

早上一早就下起雨了，从昨晚到现在我都不曾睡过，眼泪从晚上流到早上。被单枕头都还是湿的...

6.02am
我拿起本来想在半年拍拖的明天送给你的礼物，打开来看。看着看着，原本停止的眼泪，再度流了下来。我尝试忍着自己，却还是忍不住，跑到雨中淋雨，雨声把我的哭泣声盖掉了。

10.30am
发了短信给你，你还是那么坚持要我放手，不然连朋友都没得做。再每办法都得骗你，不过我是真的放不下你！！！
我说：“让我帮你找回你失去的感觉。”
你说要我不要再执著了...

3.15am
你说：“我从来没有骗过你，也谢谢你那么爱过，也曾经感动过不少。”
既然这样，你有为什么要离开我？？？！！！

我们...分手了....

18-9-2009

今天本来只是一个很普通的特别假期，却因为你的一封短信，破坏了整个气氛..

5.01pm
你发了一个短信给我，你说：“之前我说过我爱你，我爱自己，但是这几天我发现我只剩下爱自己，对你的感觉已经消失了。我们还是分手吧！这样对你我都好”。

一直以来都好好的，突然间要分手，你要我如何能够接受呢？

我不能接受！不知道该如何，眼泪忍不住流了下来。
打电话给你，你的声音给我一种很开心的感觉，你说要我不要哭，放开你，都是你不对，是你自私。

半年的感情说放就放吗？对你我都好吗？我看是对你好而已吧!对我来说根本就是痛苦！！！

薇倩，分手了你要我怎样？你告诉我啦！！

missing YOU

"It's been such a long period that we dint get together"
this is what u had told me few days before ....
~.~because of some stupid projects and some stupid staff, u threw me alone.However is a good practise for me as NS will takes me 3 months.But the feeling is damn bad....................days with loneliness, solitary and brain stuff with you.....

c'on!! hurry up !! please clear ur staff and get back to our life !

secondhand serenade sang "I was born to say i love you".
But me , i was torn of missing ur smile on ur flawless lips.

dont know what to say else.....
i promise ! I shall appreciate every moment with you ! And i will not simply turn my sight around as i scare u'll disapear jz like a mirage...certainly too perfect and i love you ,XWX.

**sorry for stupid grammar error if they are there.......

Natsume Yūjinchō夏目友人帐

Natsume Yūjinchō is a nice and touching anime! describing a teen that can see ghosts and some spirits living....

I watched lot's of anime about ghost and spirit livings but this is the most soft and gentle i ever watched. It's a nice story !

If there's a chance given to me, i would like to invite my dear to accompany to watch this anime with me ! I want to tell her that this world is sweet and nice, do take good care of herself when i'm not around her ! ^.^!!
If there's any problem appear please tell me and let me to solve it with you!
love you~

this is a nice anime ! really nice!! go have a look if got time !

为什么相爱的人就不能够在一起？

Art Of Music 乐艺览

8-5-2009 这天是北海钟灵铜管乐团的重要日子！！！我们筹备了许久的Art Of Music 乐艺览音乐会终于到了！！

一大早就来到学校，准备了一切等着巴士和罗里的出现....
讲好了8点但还是等了好久好久........他们才到,这也意味着我们...迟到了。

到了那边，发生了件让我快发疯的事.......
(是属于前后台的负责人）前几天，当我拨电给Mr.Woon问他关于怎样排座位时他还说得很顺...
(开头就免了）
Mr.Woon : Everything just follow exactly like band room.
但是到了那边，他却要完全换掉弄得我直接是快疯掉了！！！还好晓宇他们有在，帮我解决了这个问题。
实在太谢谢你们了！！

音乐会预测在八点开始，但是大牌教练靠近8点才大驾光临......
7.30 场内已经有人到了..心情开始充满了期待和开心！！

7.45： 宝贝突然sms过来，要我马上出来售票处说有东西要给我！结果宝贝给了我一些巧克力，还说加油！！！！！！！！那时候只有一个字可以形容：“爽”。
宝贝~谢谢你来捧场！对我而言，音乐会因为你的出席而更加完美！！

说是8点不过也稍微迟了一些....
时间到了...音乐会也开始了！
"let the game begin!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"
就这样blablabla到结束咯......
不过junior ensemble，stunned me！！！！sugui!!!!!实在太棒了！！^^

不知道要写什么了.....
~仅此~

complication~

there's one more month to concert " Art of Music" ....but....

where's our spirit ?
even tuning also need 20minutes ??
is there any song ready to present ???
is there any perfect song ????
how about ensemble ?????
can anyone give me some explanation??



may god bless us ~~

Baby~i love you!!!

Baby~~

Never frown, even when you're sad..
because you must know who is falling in love with your smile..

If one day you feel like crying..call me!!
I don't promise that i will make you laugh..
but i can cry with you!!

If one day you don't want to listen to anyone...call me!!
i promise to be there just only for you!!
i will be very quiet and listen to you!!!

When you're sad, i'll dry your tear..
when you're scared, i'll conform your fear..
when you're in darkness, i shall be your beacon...

you may ask..
WHY?? I am doing those things....because .......That's so much i love you!!!