Final coming on 27 Dec...

25 December 2010

Before this semester actually starts, i planned to go for 3.6 GPA.


As time passes, i get lazy and lazier.


Now, final exam is on day after tomorrow but where is my motivation?


i wonder where is it...




Dear motivation,


I miss you. Will you come back to me?


Yours Sincerely,


Sam Khoo.

penang bridge marathon 2010

i can still remember that time when i told dad that " i swear i wont go to that stupid run anymore" but this year, i let those memories goes and went for pain again...

Accompany list : Daniel Tan, Wen Hao Phuah, Zie Yang Lee ( NS + UTAR Troop)
of course with no doubt, Xabi Khoh, Jing Ting and Nelson Chin

before the run, i went back to BW from kampar on friday...it was a rush i considered as...skipping Socialization's lecture and ask Jared Chuah to fetch me to bus station...part of the reason for me to went back is also celebrating sis's achievement in upsr of 7as..DT, WHao, Zy went my home for overnight too..

on friday night, i was told that we have to be at the counter by 5pm by showing IC in order to have our t-shirt and staff...but we were cheated by the information on website...( dont need any IC ) ..
we went there around 2sth and bought tau sar pneah....with full handed, we went to QB..
o..glad glad...i spent a whole afternoon stupidly window shopping from north to south and to north again with hand holding tau sar pneah until DT their fren were there and pass those biscuits to their car to storage >< meet with Pei SIng with lengzai BF too...sweet always ya!! haha
until night time, went to ULtimate Cafe for dinner...i had tomyam mee but not as nice as BW..no choice....==

after dinner , gather with Xabi Khoh and gang....we went Ting Ting store for games, did stupid in children playground and finally watch SKyline...
while in Ting2, met with Joy Tan and Teik Ting...and met with Joe Lee and bf in Mc.D ( gathering Venue)

Skyline> car park sleep ( couldnt fall asleep) > 3am went out (Xabi and Jting Run starts) > meet with Kee Guan,Mei Chyi and Lots more familiar faces) >7am my turn to run...

i couldnt finish the 10km but enjoyed the scenery on the way and enjoy walking in rain...haha

9sth...went home and 3.30 went back to kampar....

Glad to meet all old friends and nice experience again ..haha

24 Nov 2010

It's been so long that i didnt post anything else everything is just going so so...
using english to blog had been quite long ago too...


after half year being here, i started to wonder why i'm here yet i cant get myself an answer to satisfy myself...
basically,
UTAR life is totally a UＴA R unlimited test assignment report
here goes one and there comes another..test assignment test assignment are gonna drive me nuts man ><

i tried to be as good as i can, i try to make and remain every friendship but not everything is so well...
well....when i was trying to retain, some bastard jz came off and gave sorts of bullshit to them...
all i can say is...THIS IS LIFE i guess....

if i'm going to say that i'm free from emo, i guess no. just life changed as something changed...
friendship, life, attitudes...i was wondering for the past few days....
is me that changed or i found the ordinary me?

寂寞...

并不是我喜欢寂寞，而是因为我爱上了你，才宁愿寂寞.....

♀♂有一种爱，明明是深爱,却说不出来；♥
有一种爱，明明想放弃，却无法释怀；♥
有一种爱，明知是煎熬，却又躲不开；♥
有一种爱，明知结果是伤痛，心却早已收不回来…...♀♂

我本來 跟寂寞不認識 因為你 讓我愛上了寂寞 原來寂寞也可以很舒服 不會有人理你 你要做什麼就做 不用怕有人擔心你

寂寞的人，从来不会让别人知道他是寂寞的;寂寞的人喜欢把快乐带给别人，把悲伤留给自己..

blablabla~~ lala~

眼睛在为你下雨，心却在为你打伞。

爱那么短，遗忘那么长……

真心离伤心最近 。

我想哭，可是 我已经不知道该怎么流泪了。

那首关于我们的歌、你把结局唱给了谁听。

哀莫大于心不死。

我很好，不吵不闹不炫耀，不要委屈不要嘲笑，也不需要别人知道。

听悲伤的歌，看幸福的戏。

想你的时候有些幸福，幸福得有些难过。

原来心疼，是这样的；催眠自己，告诉自己，有幸福。

我是你的风筝，线在你手上，可陪伴我的只有风……

下辈子不再为人，下辈子不再遇见。

嘘……听，心碎的声音……

如果我转过身，就不会有人看
见我的眼泪了吧？

等待， 是一生最初的苍老。

请不要假装对我好，我很傻，会当真的。

我一生中最幸运的两件事
件，是时间终于将我对你的爱消
耗殆尽；一件，是很久很久以前
有一天，我 遇见你……

原谅我没有说

如果你说你你很难受，我愿意陪你一起承受……
只要你不怕痛，再多坎坷我都陪你走……

虽然答应了你我的感情会跟着时间慢慢离去，
也就是我告诉你的放弃……

你不会知道当我说出“放弃”的时候，心是多么的酸……
你不会知道当你说你只把我当朋友看时，我的感觉是怎样……
你不可能知道我的眼泪掉在桌子上的时候，是看着你的留言的时候……
你更不会知道我在写这部落格时，样子是多么的憔悴……

我不知道为什么我会那么痛……
搞什么鬼啊！明明才没多久，但是感觉比初恋分手痛苦……
你说你不想看到我忧郁的样子，我想自私地问你：“你是在在意我的感受吗？”

我不想放弃你，只想在你背后支持你、默默地陪你就好了……原谅我没有说给你听……
原谅我没有说，最爱你的是我……

给我点时间好吗？

来到了ｕｔａｒ也两个月了，你是第一个给我很亲切的人。
喜欢你也不知道是什么时候的事，毫无知觉地感觉产生了，也慢慢地成长了。
喜欢你却一直都没有直接告诉过你，怕的只是会吓到你，朋友都不能当了……
暗示过你说“我的心跟你走了”，你只是笑着问我“你写歌词啊？”带过……
看到你伤心难过，我恨不得可以到你身边陪你……
看你开心的笑时，有种很轻松很舒服的感觉……
曾经在班上睡着了，睁开眼时就看到你的感觉更是开心……

昨晚我告诉你“其实你应该知道很久了，我喜欢你”，其实我心中已经有数了，只是想确定我的答案而已！
你说你一直只把我当朋友看而已，很感谢我一直对你很照顾、很在意我！也谢谢我一直在你伤心的时候安慰你……
但是都只是朋友而已……

谢谢你对我的坦白！我会尊重你的意思！
对不起！我不是那种说放下就放下的人，但是我不会纠缠！

如果说你现在不想谈恋爱，就给我时间等你吧！
如果说我们永远只能做朋友，那就给我时间慢慢吧你放下吧！

Grown up PAGE

Playing and being a psycho Sam moment have to come to an end. Tomorrow begins my tertiary education. Triumphs and Disasters are awaiting me just in front of me staring and looking at me.

Even though secondary school life is still rewinding in my mind. The days i spend my time being a fool in CLB orchestra, truant classes and sleeping during teachers lesson. Yet I'm no longer a kid for my parent to worry. I'll take good care of myself.

About relationship,there isn't a need for me temporary. ( This isn't a confirm fact as time may changed my mind XP) haha.

Life changed, environment changed, thinking ways changed but Sam Khoo Kit Hong is still the same forever. This is me. Short entry but as a conclusion : I'm who i am. I'm proud to be myself !!!

feeling is weird....

Broke up with you had been a part of history in my life. After more than half year, i can't believe that you're still strongly persist that i'm still reluctant to you.
Well~ HEY THERE !! Please note that there was an end at 9.xxpm on 21 of February 2010. I do miss that moment we had our first date, first hugging moment, first kiss but they do live in the past. I do know and able to recognized the different between reality and past. Am i such a person that couldn't get your trust at all ? Am i ?


That's another one came out.Cmayne, i'm sorry to disappointing you. If your existence was earlier, maybe i'll give you the result you want.
HEY THERE ! sorry that i'd be the bad one ! I'm sorry ! Don't you feel that i'm not that worth for you to love? Don't you?

Within these days, there's some weird feeling came across my mind. Some good feeling grows within my mind, drawing me to fall in "love" to certain one. I even express the wrong feel. what the hell...... >.<..... and i realize that that was just a kind of illusion that i yearn someone to substitute for replacement only. ( yet i'm not needing that kinda thing anymore) haiz...i'm a bad one. Am i ?

是时候长大了吧？

好心关心把你当朋友，却招来这样的东西。算了！无情无义！

句点？我早已把句点放在那了，而且开始了另一句，并也画上句点，但是你却还是觉得我放不下。

好心啦！别一直活在昨天吧！回忆也只是脑里的录影带而已。难道经过这么久了你还一点成长都没有吗？？？

latest decision !

SPM result just came out and i'm not really satisfy with mine.....but what can i do except facing it.
most people tell me that this is a good result but for me it's a common thing as there's countless of 10As and above.

physics , modern math, and sejarah.........A+
chemistry, biology, add math and english language.........A
moral..........A-
B.melayu.........B+
Chinese language.........B

for now, i want to continue with psychology!!!!! yarh!!!!! semanggol punya!!!!!!